Thursday, December 5, 2013:
"Analog" ft Hodgy Beats & Syd Tha Kyd & "The Language" (ugh, drake)
I was two minutes late to my English class and we didn’t even have to go to class. Peer review but I messed up. At the tables with Jennifer, then I left for the library. I was going to draw, but I guess I was just enjoying the warmth. Went to the art building and gave Raf his bookmarks. LORD PHARRELL. Started for the library again and I bumped into my big. Crashed my alpha’s O Chem lecture. Lost my big and walked my alpha to her next class. Leaves and phone calls and a camera for the double exposure project. My class then a text to get out of class then back in class then class ended early. Stairs of the science building’s lecture class. To the tables to meet up with my big for lunch. Bumped into my grand and went to grub shack. Grocery Outlet for my alpha’s orange juice. My alpha’s place to drop off stuff and eat. My big walked me to the light rail station and we got Starbucks on the way. The ride home was chill. I remember sleeping forever when I got home and not waking up other than to text people back. I had the most rest in weeks and I was still tired
Friday, December 6, 2013:
"Lost Without U"
I had a choice, but I chose the light rail. I don’t know. I like taking the light rail. It gives me time to daydream and think about whatever. I was about two minutes late, but Gonzo was late also. Professor evaluation sheets and a mad scientist with crazy black hair and wearing orange. Radiation. Frank Ocean on the wall of sadness. Scan trons at the SU and bumped into Donald. Frank Ocean on the Before I Die wall. I wasn’t sure what to say about him. House of Bagels with Jomelyne and oh, I forgot I was trying to stay away from chocolate. Back on campus and talked on the phone in the cold while circling around the perimeter of the outside of where the pledge meetings would happen. First fight? Haha, barely. My alpha’s place to work on a poster for Founder’s Day. Candy canes and Christmas trees and snowflakes. Half the ride home was staring at this guy in front of me who was struggling really hard to put on his scarf a certain way. The other half on the phone and smiling. It was already dark when I got home. Ate and watched tv. Facebook messaging and FaceTiming. Eating and brushing teeth and a Cruel Winter album cover and falling asleep. Together.
Saturday, December 7, 2013:
Woke up late and took a shower. Surprise breakfast and Friends. Speaking of relationships. I shouldn’t have gone with my cousin to this nail place for nail stuff. Speaking of Christmas. Home and this brown looks weird. Adventure Time and Regular Show. I’m so embarrassed -sigh-. And gahh I really should be studying and doing homework. Two essays, a whole semester’s worth of journals and a chart, teacher evaluations
LOL omg okay, I’m going to post this to remind me to work on it hahah
'You don't drink, you don't get high, you don't tap molly, you don't do none of that, why?' - Arsenio
Wednesday, December 4, 2013:
"Gorgeous" ft KiD CuDi & Raekwon
I’ve had an interesting past few days..
I was a little late to my normal light rail ride. I didn’t feel as tired as I normally would either. It was really cold today. Four layers. People presented in CHAD and all I did was continue “Awkward” from Monday. I brought Sandra to the tables because Zack was there. No one cares it’s Jay Z’s 44th birthday :((( There was an old Mexican lady in the bathroom and she said I looked like Selena Gomez and stroked my hair.. Hella creepy omg. I was in the library trying to draw. I added more buildings and a tree. I liked being alone for once hm. Jogging class was so fun lol. A scavenger hunt and pictures. Standing in a pile of leaves. Julian came and went to chem lecture with me. Coffee and Geraldine was there, exploring. Goodbyes have always been fun in a way. Picked up my shoes and clothes from the locker room. The light rail home with a girl in front of me with a vape pen and an interesting talk with her friend Amanda on the phone.. Migraine, kind of. I fell asleep after eating on the couch. I should finish up my essay due tonight. So many essays..
EDIT: Job shadowing and something about being the cool uncle with no kids. I realized his future is really close compared to mine
Tuesday, December 3, 2013:
A very eventful day..
Gahh, even my great is sus about us. Peer review in English. So unorganized and panicked. OF videos with Julian and Melvin. I finally got that picture of my flower petals from retreat from Brian. AHH, they were fighting with their glasses off and it was the cutest and funniest thing. To my class and it’s kind of fun trying to hide. We had to do a worksheet and mm. Class ended a bit early so I headed to the science building
Went to Savers and Salvation Army, but didn’t get anything. A bookstore with a cat and the second chapter. Ended up in a park. The swings were squeezing my sides. There was a river and the ducks sounded like my alarm. Probably because I have it set to ‘Ducks’… It was cold. It was warm. Up in a tree and carried. The Weeknd all throughout. Frank Ocean lastly, on the pavement. Goodbyes. I was chased by a man in a beanie with a beard and holding a bag and I was scared to death as I ran home. I think with the things happening these past couple days, it’s best to invest in pepper spray. Or mace..
Soul food and naps. I was going to do something productive, like homework, but I guess I’m doing this instead
Monday, December 2, 2013:
"Moscato" ft Kendrick Lamar
I kind of didn’t want to get up this morning because I knew I wouldn’t see who I’ve been wanting to see since the end of Wednesday. Tomorrow, though. I’m excited for tomorrow
The light rail to school was chill. I barely take notes in my CHAD class anymore. “Awkward.” In the SU while Sandra plays Pokemon. My drawing right now looks really depressing. Scrolled through each other’s blogs with Raf. I was standing in front of the wrong door for the longest time. My Alpha’s place. Is it macarons or macaroons? I see it both ways, but I think I like the ‘oo.’ Jogging final was to run half a mile. 3:22. I improved by about a minute. Allen sat with me in Chem lecture. It’s cool how nothing really changed. Quickly. Trying to catch up with the homies, ya know. I feel like I’ve been neglecting them. My big and alpha wanted to grab something to eat, but I needed to get home. I’m not sure if I have anything to do for English, though. The light rail back home was.. gahh that guy was hella racist and creepy as fck. Bumped into Alex again. Hm. AHHH excited for tomorrow ^_^
“Poetry, that’s a part of me”Nas - “Memory Lane (Sittin’ In Da Park)”
- Like That
Value Pack 4
Jerreau (of Fly Union) | Like That (ft. Dom Kennedy)
Sunday, December 1, 2013: My brother’s leaving again and I’m going to miss the camera again
Sunday, December 1, 2013:
"Live It Up"
I fell asleep and woke up around 2 and fell asleep again after 2 hours of conversation. Never a “goodnight” but always a good night
Church in the morning. We had to pick up my mom’s friend first. None of her friends seem to know how to drive. I’ve been coughing so much. The talks after mass were chill. I finally feel somewhat accepted now that I’m 18. Drake hands and “Bound 2” ahhh I love my cousins. She seems to understand me a bit. Dim sum and goodbyes. My brother picked up his new glasses and my mom has been telling me I should get reading glasses. Hm. Picked a couple things up then got boba from Bambu. Scrolling scrolling scrolling. Ahh snapchats. I feel like I’m missing something?
“What is all this talk about loving me, my sweet?
Amy Winehouse - “Moody’s Mood For Love”
I am not afraid, not anymore, not like before”
I haven’t done that drawing thing in a while
Saturday, November 30, 2013: Thrifting